who you loved

hi

i didn't forget you

i wish we could talk

it just hurts too much

i wish you could have known me

i am not who you loved.

to have known you

was a blessing

even now, when i can't sleep

i'm still dreaming

was it all a lie?

no.

but it wasn't me

i was there

somewhere.

i'm sorry i met you

i'm sorry i deceived you

this wasn't supposed to happen.