TIRED AND SAD

Looking for something to numb the pain
Why continue life if there's nothing to gain?
I'd rather end it all than live on like I do
If you met me you'd better forget me
I'm
Sorry for you

Nobody knows what goes through my head
"You would be better off if you were dead"

I can't control it, it's only moments till I follow what it said

You'll feel like something's missing
You'll feel like something's different
and it'll be me
and I'll be gone

It was a matter of time

Earth is not where I belong

Everything in my life is falling apart
and there's no way I can save it

I don't need an apology
I don't wanna hear you
say it

I'm so tired
and I'm so sad
I can't
make it

Can't the end just come?
I'm so done
I'm tired of having to
fake it

Nobody understands me

I'm nothing to everybody