Where’d my old self go?
So much he won’t know
I thought that I had nothing and nobody by my side
(It was you that made me think like that)
And I fought against myself just so you were all right
(Fought against myself)
Too preoccupied with my old life
Wish I took my own life
That’s where we were at when we let go
Were my only light in the nighttime
Wish I took some more time
Now it’s time for me to let you know
(YEAH)
(YEAH, YEAH)
(YEAH)
(yeah)
(YEAH)
(YEAH, YEAHHH)
(YEAH)
(yeah)
(YEAHHHH)
The track is about what it was like to be involved with the subject of the song.
And in the end, it's death. It's suicide. As is its title.