restart

i know that i waste my time on
someone who don’t care that i’m gone
“why not let bygones be bygones”?
‘cause i know you are the right one
tell me how is it that i’m wrong
is it something i can try on?
all for the hope we’ll be lifelong
is he just better, now i’m done

i know that i waste my time on
(i know that i waste my time on)
someone who don’t care that i’m gone
“why not let bygones be bygones”?
(“why not let bygones be bygones”?)
‘cause i know you are the right one
tell me how is it that i’m wrong
is it something i can try on?
all for the hope we’ll be lifelong
is he just better, now i’m done

watching the vision of your mouth with your smoking lungs
fabricated memories of the twisting of our broken tongues
enamored in the image of this succubus i spoke with once
achieving what she never let me in on, now i choke for fun

i think
might not know what
i mean
(i mean)
to avoid this life
i lead
(i lead)
i’m living in
this dream
(this dream)
i’m getting what
(getting what i need)
i need
(i need)
the silence
in between
(between)
is truly
killing me
you’re drowning out
my scream
(my scream)
(oooohhh)

laughed as she ran all around me as if it was easy to tear me apart
what is this feeling i think that i’m feeling in where would be holding my heart?
if i knew from the beginning, i wouldn’t be living, that it got so hard (got so hard)
i would be bleeding, or seizing, or hanging, or falling before we got far (got too far)

i never would have pursued you if i had known that this would be where we are
i think that you get a sickening kick out of keeping me locked in the dark
what kinda fun are you having while i’m over here looking after this scar?
i'm only hoping that you will come back and attack me so i can restart

restart
restart
i just wanna restart

restart
i wanna restart