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not who I am.

Released: October 26, 2025

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three times
I tried
to undo
but I can’t hide
I was who loved you like that
the blade’s still stuck in my back

he’s screaming
“oh no, oh no”
still breathing
but even though
he shares the skin on my hands
that man is not who I am

three times
I tried
to undo
but I can’t hide
I was who loved you like that
the blade’s still stuck in my back

he’s screaming
“oh no, oh no”
still breathing
but even though
he shares the skin on my hands
that man is not who I am

I searched
for other goddesses
but my
words
were nothing but a promise
to love you
forever
one last time
I couldn’t
but the world knows I tried

three times
I tried
to undo
but I can’t hide
I was who loved you like that (yeah)
the blade’s still stuck in my back (yeah)

he’s screaming
“oh no, oh no”
still breathing
but even though ([?])
he shares the skin on my hands (yeah)
that man is not who I—

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not who I am. is one of few interconnected tracks containing the phrase “the world”.

I meant to repair the damage the man before me had done.

At times, that man who mistreated you was me.

But he is not who I am.