Losing My Mind

I'm losing my mind just a little bit
And I gotta deal with it

Someday I will learn where I fit
And it's not who I was with

I don't think I'll ever understand why you stay
Aren't there better things if you looked away?

I'm losing my mind just a little bit
I don't wanna deal with it

I don't know the words to say
I don't know the way to feel
I don't feel like this is real
I don't feel I shoulda let you close
Hope you like talking to a ghost
I don't like this life
I don't like where I am
I don't like what I write
I don't like who I am
So please promise to me and then say it to them
That you'll leave if I turn into him again

Hated who he was and what he stood for
Seeking for what he was good for
The answer is clear

What he was destined to be
Was truly the best of me
He shoulda been what he means here

NOTHING.