forgiven

You forgot about the part I’m forgiven
Write in the sentence, let the story be finished
Held in place by the lies I admitted
I don’t know why I lie through my teeth

The cycle, the memories fade out
A psycho who wasted her days now
Unliked by the face of his pain now
The past is erased out

Despite the way I hope it’d play out
Though it may seem the best for me

You smile, it seems you’re okay now
I try, but I can’t look away now

Despite my search for destiny

(I called you psychotic)
and
I didn't mean it
but
I used to think you were crazy because you wanted me in the first place
but then
something happened
and now it's the only thing I can see when I think of you)

(fuck)

(goddammit)