Falling

You deseve better and I deserve worse
Don't try to fight, I'mma win that fight first
Thinking I'm moving forward but I'm going in reverse
Yeah, I'm feeling like I'm cursed
I love love when it hurts
Apparently
It's getting harder and harder
So bury me
I'm falling farther and farther
Unbearably
Am I a bothering bother?
And it's scaring me
How much it's tearing me
apart

Held on for too long, it was the only thing I had (yuh)
(why did I waste my time on that?)
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Held on for too long on what I really shouldn't have
(and now I want some of it back)
(back)
(mmm)

Only just a little bit
Lately I've been losing it
Losing it on what I've lost
(what I've lost)

Now I think it wasn't worth the cost (worth the cost)
Now I think I'm out of your thoughts (of your thoughts)
These days move like they're paused (like they're paused)
I'll be waiting to see if our paths cross (paths cross)

Are you falling so far so you can't come back?
Have you fallen too hard you don't wanna come back?
(ohhhhh)
I didn't mean to hurt you
Didn't mean to desert you (ohhhhh)
I know I don't deserve you
(nooooo)
I don't wanna hurt you

You deseve better and I deserve worse
Don't try to fight, I'mma win that fight first
Thinking I'm moving forward but I'm going in reverse
Yeah, I'm feeling like I'm cursed
I love love when it hurts
Apparently
It's getting harder and harder
(love when it hurts)
So bury me
I'm falling farther and farther
(love love when it hurts)
Unbearably
Am I a bothering bother?
And it's scaring me
(hurts)
How much it's tearing me
apart