a message to her

Wish I could have shown you that I
Only loved you when controlling your life
Do you wish that I was never alive?
‘Cause without you here it feels like I might
I’ll keep searching for someone till I die
For somebody with your love in their eyes
There’s a chance that I’ll be gone by tonight
‘Cause another you is so hard to find

Wish I could have told you that I
That I envy who you are in your life
And that your life was always better than mine
Even more now that I’m gone from inside
I hope you fuck him on the ground where I lie
While you tell yourself he’s loving you right
Tell me I’ve lost you forever this time
And that we’d only die again if we tried

(I am
to blame
No more
to take)
(I can't hear you say)

(I am
to blame
No more
to take)
(I can't hear you say)